Actually without me, you cant make out the differences

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
It's raining, What do I do, I really miss you
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
I don't dare to call you, I can't find a reason to
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
How come the sound of insomnia, has become so familiar
沈默的場景 做你的代替
The silent background replaces you
陪我等雨停
Accompanying me as I wait for the rain to stop

期待讓人越來越沉溺
Anticipation makes people more and more devoted
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
Who's like me and can't wait for their somebody
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
Loving you I'm always learning the taste of loneliness
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
Holding an umbrella myself, wiping my tears myself
一個人好累
So tired by myself

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
What sort of rain, what sort of night
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
What sort of me, will make you long to see again
雨要多大 天要多黑
How heavy must the rain be, how dark must the sky be
才能夠有你的體貼
In order for you to care

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
Actually without me you can't make out the
差別 結局還能多明顯
Difference, how much clearer can the result be
別說你會難過
Don't say you're sad
別說你想改變
Don't say you wanna change
被愛的人不用道歉
The person who is loved, need not apologise

Mehhhh

im super overthinking...
i said i was gonna sleep..but then i just lie on the bed..
and keep thinking and thinking..
questions that without answers...
heart never been this painful before..
until i cant bear it..
suit urself if u dont believe me...
and you seems like stop trying and giving up..
i still cant stop myself from messaging you..
but i know..one day i would..
i can forget you..
im not weakling and pathetic..
i am..john.