yeah..exam is coming..
i feel that i need some so call speeches to encourage myself...
or in another way saying..
boost self confidence...
"yes, i can do it."
"it is not hard at all."
"nothing is impossible."


watched a programs..
felt that myself is so perfectly lucky..
why there are kids at 5 year old in age..but still cannot walk nor talk..
not to mention trying to pronounce "mama" 2 words.
i want to feel what is that kid doing, thinking, feeling..
i want to understand that kid more, i wish there is a shoes for me to put myself into...
or is there any scientific device that can make it feel/sense/be that kids and jump back to myself?
by this kind of method i/that device able to help more people including that kid.

another dream marathon...
theme: friends
ending: sad ending..
being abandoned by friends is the worst case that can be happen in real life...
well..please find me if u got abandoned by ur friends...
i will be there...

how can i dreamt about jay...argh!

it is the weirdest dream ever.......
adventurous...no wonder i slept 12 hours...cause my brain did not rest at all...
lol

no..i dont need to feel bad...
not at all..
i was just dancing...
even just in front of small kids...
but why do i still feeling bad right now?! gah!

many long lost pictures in port dickson...
uploading soon......

you told me to forget u for a day..
how can i do that?!
i see everything i will start thinking about you...
i see food i will start remembering what u like to eat...what u dont like to eat...
i see tv shows i will start remembering i watched with u before or not..
i hear songs i will start remembering to tell u which song is nice which song is not....
yet...u tell me to forget u for a day...
unacceptable...undoable....

Countdown to 2010

There is only 2 more days left until 2010...
there goes 2009...so fast...1 year in monash already passed....
what have i done? numerous of assignments and met numerous of friends...
good 1..bad 1...sucks 1...at the other side of the earth 1...thats it..
everytime writting blog will also feel sian...
without internet to write blog more sian...
i keep waiting for a unique special life..
but it seems like i have to work on it myself...
there will be no miracle if u dont know how to create chances...
yawn~~~~


p/s: im still the king..xD

After trip

yawn..skipped another day of class..find it really boring of the lecture and tutorials..
but i think the coming 3 days classes are all important...
lastly back at home, but still feel like swimming....
hmmm...~~~

my life is normal again~~~