Inner-self

Once i heard :"outlook might be a gift from the parents, and no one could change it, but inner self is all depends on how u think and it might be changed. if u think that u are pretty, u will get prettier day by day, same to the opposite."
conclusion : the perception about and towards urself is very very important, if u think that u are useless, then u are, u will be...by doing this...boasting ur own confidence is not far to be achievable. i've been too long lacking of confidence, as such :"i can do it...i can do it...i can do everything....xD"...

tho...i notice some people they can blog just whatever they want, with all the fancy fancy words and they even take the time to highlight different color to different words/alphabets or changeing the size/fonts/underline...putting up a lot of their own pictures..or the pictures they found on the internet which related to the post itself...or their very own style of creativity....i wonder how they do it...hmmmm~

there goes my australia studies...i dont think i am gonna make it...blame who? myself for not studying money and capital markets.....the pros : i get to choose marketing which is what i wanted to study all the times....

watch bleach epi 236 1st...xD

Reminding myself~

johnlee: keep in mind that u will not skipping any class, keep in mind that u will do the assignments and tutorial homeworks, keep in mind that u will not be such lazy, keep in mind that u will work harder and sleep earlier, keep in mind that u will play less games, please keep in mind~~

Valuable lesson~

in business world, it is forever cruelty than sorry, including the bosses, the collegue, the friends, good ol friends especially. when working, they started to turn to the dark side, seems like doesnt know u anymore, only care about their sales, secretly, mysteriously, fade away from you. the boss, will use whatever method to create sales, to use the another way to persuade customers to buy, they always the money minded, as long as ur salary are cheap, but yet u can do mutiple range of task, eventho not good in all, still u will get the job just that less attention from the upper level management. is this marketing and management field? which i am taking right now? if this is, im really regret, or maybe there is another type of structure? where the boss are friendly, easy to approach, not money minded, telling the truth....etc. is too late to regret, this is my field, this is going to be my world, i need to learn.
thanks for the valuable lesson. next aim : top sales without even care about others.

Terrible-butt-pain bicycle trip!!

alright, so where do i start of?! a fine, exhausting night after basketball, yet dota-ing the whole "morning" without sleeping is totally a bad start for a trip to bukit sapu tangan in taman pertanian shah alam. that hill is 1.8km written on the board before we start of, yet i think that is more than 1.8km, eventho it does, we did carry/push our bicycle up the hills and ride down the hills for 3.6km! i strongly believe that if i have the determination to continue doing this every week, my muscles will be like the rock, dwayne johnson.

zihau pushing his wife of that day up the hill notice! that is not my hand..stupid zihau..lol,btw,this is top of the hill

p/s:will be back for paint ball/extreme rides/4 season house! wait me taman pertanian!

Junk post~

argh~ im so lazy to post in my blog anymore!!
and now i dont even know where to start...
alright, i have been accepted from monash u, and currently dying with projects!!! never thought of monash having such a difficult life, u pay them and they make sure they will torture you enough, not sure why too.
and then..my car just got banged by that s-o-b who has no eyes eventho wearing a pair of fine glasses already. he is just so blurdy retarded and banged into my car in HIGH speed..leg scratched and my only passenger seat's customer got her head shaking due to her head got knocked by the side mirror after having an xray scan. after that night, went to toto, magnum and horse buy numbers but never kena as expected...sigh~
having easter break right now for a week from stressful study life, and gotta pass up the assignment right after this break...is like wth..>.>..dont give break better...
anyway...i bought a new pair of basketball shoes from a shop in summit usj, and first night i use it on the basketball court, the shoes got scratched and the color "lat-ed"...wth weii...so dissapointed with and one larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~gah! sianz~
so, currently im having nothing to do on my hands, except download bleach, south park and some movies which kinda bored my life on. dull~
hope everything gets better~ yawn~!

p/s: tagged your blog...kokwai...xD...remember call huisee upload the pictures somewhere~ =)...oh between...my blog have been unbelievable-ly tagged by ivy ho kit ying, i have no idea where she can find my blog..as such..a tag back will do the job....xD

CNY week passed. Holidays ended. Im not going to college. xD

Yes, right here i am posting again in the morning of Feb 8, 5.27 morning. I figured out that i cant post my older post link to my achieve section because of the script and stuff, so i will post it out here. It is a link to my geocities blog and the blog post before this. Older Post

There are tonnes of picture i took during CNY week in the outings with my cousins and relatives. But this year's CNY are abit different than previous years, we go to clubbing, singing in the restaurant (dont get me wrong, they have rooms for us to turn on the tv and sing), and doing quite lotsa crazy stuff. And of course, every year my grandma will just find out something bad to talk about me, nothing had change in this issue for this year tho. Haha.

































(yeap..pictures are taken with my new se c902 phone...xD)

Right now, holidays finished, but i am still not going to college yet due to very complicated ma fan situation from Monash. So, right now im back to paikia style of living, sleep at 6 in the morning and wake up in the afternoon, nearly to evening.

Alright..i fainted, then fell down again yesterday night and my head knocked the table-like in the kitchen and bleed..then unconscious..i wasnt even realise that i was fainted until i terjaga from it..it is like sleeping and everything around is dark as if u have no feelings...pretty feel like i was terjaga from paralyzed..sigh...what if next time this happen again and i cant wake up anymore?! what if next time happen when i am walking thru the road?! what if.............seriously i dont know whats the cause...it is like my brain some sort of disconnected with other body organs...-.-"

Knocked the circle and dropped to arrow pointing there (as what i assuming)

So, finals are done and waiting for them to finish up management marketing and economic, then they might organise some outings or what...i was quite confident that this semester i might at least get credit level..

Sigh, i wasnt really dont want to reply you..darling..
sorry~