Day 13 without you

Im sorry i forgot about this..
but this is what i wanted to say..

K.: i love how u love me
K.: :)
Fightinggod: but i dont
K.: oh cmon
Fightinggod: =(
K.: =(
K.: u will when we meet
K.: and can go places together

everything is just about when we meet..
u just seemed like u care about the world..how ur friends think about you afterall..
than my feeling...
thanks for loving me...ur way...<3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StCtPtPtmkc

watch this..it is translated..feelings toward you baby k..(it doesnt translate if i put the video here)

Day 12 without you

i slept at 8 and wake up at 5 in the morning..
just so i can talk to you..
and i keep waking up every 2 hours in between to check whether u are online..
i think about u even when im asleep...
what i get is that u gotta sleep at 9pm ur time and my 5am?
are you kidding me?!
seriously?
sleep at 9?
fck u...
breaking ur promise to send me a picture..
thanks. baby. thanks! i love you treat me this way... o0o

Day 10 without you

i hope u had fun talking..
or you dont?
it has always been something..
things like i cant feel you..
or you dont make me feel you..
maybe u would feel better without me?
im dragging you down..
maybe you started to hate me even....

Day 11 without you

im so tired today having sleep 5 hours..
but we talked...
that is something good?! :)
im glad we did...
everytime i talk to you i feel better...
eventho i will know that i will be darn tired at work..
love u babe..
thanks for being the apple of my eyes...=D

Day 9 without you

You said i seem to not trusting you..
but u have no idea..
it is because we are so far apart...
it is because i need you...
it is because you are my everything..
it is because i want you so badly..
you just dont know...
im ready..are u ready to give urself to me?!

p/s: i said im not going to online today...
but mehhh...i will wait you...i dont think i can miss a single day without you...
are you going to online today?!

day 8 without you

i saw u online with a phone..
but then there isnt any replies..
and u got ur skype picture changed..
it makes me wonder how do you change it if u arent online?!
and why dont u reply?!
it is so tiring...for this to go on and on...
i love you so much..but u arent around...
even u do online we are still far apart...
i dont like this feeling...it hurts like hell....
distance is a difficult thing to get over with...
it is just so hard...
how long more can i hold on to the elastic band?!
how else if i let it go but it doesnt hurt you...
pain..yet waiting for you...ironic.

day 7 without you

it had been fun talking to you...

=D

but how many times can talk to you like this?!

*horse peeing*

i miss you...i really do....

=(