Actually without me, you cant make out the differences

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
It's raining, What do I do, I really miss you
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
I don't dare to call you, I can't find a reason to
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
How come the sound of insomnia, has become so familiar
沈默的場景 做你的代替
The silent background replaces you
陪我等雨停
Accompanying me as I wait for the rain to stop

期待讓人越來越沉溺
Anticipation makes people more and more devoted
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
Who's like me and can't wait for their somebody
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
Loving you I'm always learning the taste of loneliness
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
Holding an umbrella myself, wiping my tears myself
一個人好累
So tired by myself

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
What sort of rain, what sort of night
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
What sort of me, will make you long to see again
雨要多大 天要多黑
How heavy must the rain be, how dark must the sky be
才能夠有你的體貼
In order for you to care

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
Actually without me you can't make out the
差別 結局還能多明顯
Difference, how much clearer can the result be
別說你會難過
Don't say you're sad
別說你想改變
Don't say you wanna change
被愛的人不用道歉
The person who is loved, need not apologise

Mehhhh

im super overthinking...
i said i was gonna sleep..but then i just lie on the bed..
and keep thinking and thinking..
questions that without answers...
heart never been this painful before..
until i cant bear it..
suit urself if u dont believe me...
and you seems like stop trying and giving up..
i still cant stop myself from messaging you..
but i know..one day i would..
i can forget you..
im not weakling and pathetic..
i am..john.

Day 22 without you

i guess there is nothing to blog about today..
i will wait until u reach home...
then update this blog...
i just hope we are fine..

<3 baby boo

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
How many times does a butterfly blink
才学会飞行
Before it learns to fly?
夜空洒满了星星
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
但几颗会落地
But how many of it will touch the ground?

我飞行 当你坠落之际
Even when I got my wings and flew, you were filled with sadness
很靠近 还听见呼吸
So close I can hear you breathe
对不起 我却没捉紧你
I'm sorry because i did not hold you tight

你不知道我为什么离开你
You don't know why I had to leave you
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
How could I ignore your every cry
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
在心里清晰
So clearly pierced my heart
你不知道我为什么狠下心
You don't know why I had to keep away
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
多的是 你不知道的事
So many are the things you never knew

Day 21 without you

又回到最初的起點

Going back to the starting point again

 記憶中妳青澀的臉

Seeing that innocent face of yours in my memory

 我們終於來到了這一天

It's hard to believe we have finally reached this day today

桌墊下的老照片

 The old photo hidden under the table

 無數回憶連結

 Linking the countless memories together

 今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

 This boy is going for a final date with that girl today

 又回到最初的起點

Going back to the starting point again

呆呆地站在鏡子前

Standing dumbly in front of the mirror

 笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結

Clumsily tying up the red necktie

將頭髮梳成大人模樣

Combing the hair to look like an adult

 穿上一身帥氣西裝

[and] Putting on a handsome suit

等會兒見妳一定比想像美

 [thinking that] When I see you later, you must be prettier than what I expect

好想再回到那些年的時光

Really wanna go back to those years [when we are still young]

回到教室座位前後 故意討妳溫柔的罵

Going back to the classroom when I am sitting in front of you 

Purposely teasing you to get your gentle scolding

黑板上排列組合 妳捨得解開嗎

The pairing arrangement on the blackboard, are you willing to separate it? 

 誰與誰坐他又愛著她

No matter who sits with whom, he will still love her

 那些年錯過的大雨

All the heavy rain that we missed those years

 那些年錯過的愛情

 All the romance that we missed those years

好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣

 Really want to hold you tightly in my arms

 To hold on the courage that I never managed to express

  曾經想征服全世界

 I used to dream about conquering the world

到最後回首才發現

 Only realize that in the end

 這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

 Every little thing in my world revolves around you only

 那些年錯過的大雨

All the heavy rain that we missed those years  

那些年錯過的愛情

All the romance that we missed those years

 好想告訴妳 告訴妳我沒有忘記

Really want to tell you that, to tell you that I have never really forgotten

 那天晚上滿天星星

The night sky filled with the twinkling stars

平行時空下的約定

[and] the promise we made in a parallel universe

再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳

If we can meet again, I will hold you tightly in my arms this time

 緊緊抱著妳

Hugging you tightly...

 又回到最初的起點

Going back to the starting point again

呆呆地站在鏡子前

Standing dumbly in front of the mirror 

 笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結

Clumsily tying up the red necktie 

將頭髮梳成大人模樣

Combing the hair to look like an adult 

 穿上一身帥氣西裝

[and] Putting on a handsome suit 

等會兒見妳一定比想像美

[thinking that] When I see you later, you must be prettier than what I expect

好想再回到那些年的時光

Really wanna go back to those years [when we are still young] 

回到教室座位前後 故意討妳溫柔的罵

Going back to the classroom when I am sitting in front of you 

Purposely teasing you to get your gentle scolding

黑板上排列組合 妳捨得解開嗎

The pairing arrangement on the blackboard, are you willing to separate it? 

 誰與誰坐他又愛著她

No matter who sits with whom, he will still love her

 那些年錯過的大雨

All the heavy rain that we missed those years 

 那些年錯過的愛情

 All the romance that we missed those years

好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣

 Really want to hold you tightly in my arms

 To hold on the courage that I never managed to express

 曾經想征服全世界

 I used to dream about conquering the world

到最後回首才發現

Only realize that in the end

 這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

 Every little thing in my world revolves around you only

 p/s: finding the translation for this song is hard...=.="..but i love this song...

do you love it?!

<3 baby john.

Day 20 without you

﹡ 倔 强 的 以 为 我 真 的 能 改 变 你
﹡ jué jiàng de yǐ wéi wǒ zhēn de néng gǎi biàn nǐ
看 你 装 无 辜 的 眼 神 　 我 很 窒 息
kàn nǐ zhuāng wú gū de yǎn shén 　 wǒ hěn zhì xī
难 道 你 没 有 看 见 　 看 见 我 对 你 的 好
nán dào nǐ méi yǒu kàn jiàn 　 kàn jiàn wǒ duì nǐ de hǎo
还 是 你 忘 了 　 那 些 数 不 清 的 爱 情 轨 迹
hái shì nǐ wàng le 　 nà xiē shǔ bù qīng de ài qíng guǐ jì

你 说 我 傻 　 傻 在 爱 上 只 懂 爱 自 己 的 人
nǐ shuō wǒ shǎ 　 shǎ zài ài shàng zhǐ dǒng ài zì jǐ de rén
我 说 你 傻 　 傻 在 爱 他 你 的 眼 睛 骗 不 了 人
wǒ shuō nǐ shǎ 　 shǎ zài ài tā nǐ de yǎn jing piàn bù liǎo rén
我 们 都 傻 　 傻 在 为 一 段 没 有 未 来 的 爱 情 付 出
wǒ men dōu shǎ 　 shǎ zài wéi yí duàn méi yǒu wèi lái de ài qíng fù chū
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 蹟 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn

你 说 我 傻 　 傻 在 爱 上 没 有 感 情 的 分 身
nǐ shuō wǒ shǎ 　 shǎ zài ài shàng méi yǒu gǎn qíng de fēn shēn
我 说 你 傻 　 傻 在 爱 他 就 固 执 的 奋 不 顾 身
wǒ shuō nǐ shǎ 　 shǎ zài ài tā jiù gù zhí de fèn bú gù shēn
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我 们 都 傻 　 傻 在 宁 愿 被 牺 牲 也 不 愿 放 弃 天 真
wǒ men dōu shǎ 　 shǎ zài nìng yuàn bèi xī shēng yě bú yuàn fàng qì tiān zhēn
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 蹟 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn

谁 没 有 为 爱 做 过 傻 事 　 继 续 温 习 我 会 　 讽 刺 也 无 所 谓
shuí méi yǒu wéi ài zuò guò shǎ shì 　 jì xù wēn xí wǒ huì 　 fěng cì yě wú suǒ wèi
我 说 我 傻 　 傻 在 爱 上 没 有 感 情 的 分 身
wǒ shuō wǒ shǎ 　 shǎ zài ài shàng méi yǒu gǎn qíng de fēn shēn
你 说 你 傻 　 傻 在 爱 他 就 固 执 的 奋 不 顾 身
nǐ shuō nǐ shǎ 　 shǎ zài ài tā jiù gù zhí de fèn bú gù shēn
我 们 都 傻 　 傻 在 宁 愿 被 牺 牲 也 不 愿 放 弃 天 真
wǒ men dōu shǎ 　 shǎ zài nìng yuàn bèi xī shēng yě bú yuàn fàng qì tiān zhēn

还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 蹟 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn

I am counting the tears I’ve shed for you

All which represent your heart for me

No matter how many lies you’ve told I will always choose

Choose to believe that you love me

*Stubborn me really thought I could change you

 Looking at your innocent eyes

I lost my breath

Didn’t you see , see how nice I am to you

Or have you lost track of the marks of our love

You said I was a fool A fool who fell in love with someone who only cared about himself

I said you are a fool A fool who love her, your eyes can’t lie

We are all fools Fools who are putting in everything for a love which has no future

We’re still hoping that there will be a miracle

You said I was a fool A fool who fell in love with someone who has no feeling

I said you are a fool   A fool who was willing to sacrifice anything just because of her

We are all fool Fool who are willing to be sacrificed than to give up our naïve thinkings

We are still hoping that there will be a miracle *

Who never ever sacrificed for love and do foolish things I keep revising

And accepting all the sarcasm

 I said I was a fool A fool who fell in love with someone who has no feeling

you said you were a fool A fool who was willing to sacrifice anything just because of her

We are all fool Fool who are willing to be sacrificed than to give up our naive thinkings

We are still waiting for a miracle to happen

still waiting for a miracle to happen

Day 19 without you

We did alot of talking today..
and yea..i hope u get to know me better..
eventho i wanted to tell you more stuffs..
but you are always in faster pace...
and always changing topic..
so i guess u are always leading to ur interest in convos...
dont need to get my anything..
i guess i will be fine with nothing anyway..
thanks for not waking me up..
tho i really wanted to talk to you so much...
i know i always dragging u down...
u are always cheerful and happy..
it is always me huh...:\
tell me if u are off better without me..
i just want u to have ur perfect life...back...

Day 18 without you

you are late today..
very late..and i gets me tired..
im really sorry if i did drag ur mood down..
im tired..
and im sorry..
sorry for always making u sad..
just because im sad...
sorry for always there are something of me...
there are always next guy..
you are perfect..
maybe...