Whats Wrong?!
I always ask myself the question..So..Whats wrong?! I will never get the answer because we knew the answers. Im always figuring out whats the solution and what can we do but..the gap..between us are too big for us handle it..u felt it but are trying hard to pull our distance nearer and nearer..but i feel that when i was with liying..im more comfortable for she knows what i will do next..i dont know why..and maybe she didnt feel that way..i just do..but..with you..i know..every single minute im with you..im happy..but just that...every other small details make me uncomfortable..yes..a very very small detail..no matter just a nickname..a password..memo..personal message can just simply make me feel much more better when im sad..i dont know why..the same level of undescribable feeling keep coming out from the same wound..u always say that im the most important..im the most important..but..i couldnt feel anything..maybe i built up my self defence barrier too strong?! or u just dont know how to action it out?! i really couldnt feel anything from you..except care and love..maybe u should believe in karma..god is more important...
My emotions are up and down, up and down and very unstable lately..i can be very moody..and suddenly can be very happy..just because of you..does it represent that you are very important for me?! or does it represent that you are making me suffer?! or maybe i didnt put much effort and u are the one who did everything?! maybe i should just try put much more effort and try..what will happen next and the result..just hope that it is not the negative way...and sorry for whatever things that i never do properly and had make you angry or upset..because im really dunnoe who i am..what i am..and where i am......

p/s : it didnt get me home